December 2010
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2010
Today is New Years eve. I feel pretty awful because I said I would purge a bunch of my possessions and organize everything that was left but I haven’t. I cleaned out a lot of stuff and made piles to keep and throw out and hang up but I never got around to dealing with the piles. I tried to finish it today but Joe said not to because I am really sick. So I’m kind of upset that...
Dec 31st
staying in today
I woke up sick today too. I tried to drink some tea and it burnt my throat =/ I just can’t eat or drink anything. I think it has something to do with staying up until atleast 2 all week and smoking everyday… Plus if one of us was getting sick… yeah… I wonder how Dragon is doing today. timmyjames: ugh, I kind of feel like shit today.  Physically, not mentally.  Think I’m...
Dec 30th
“My memories have turned into anxieties.”
– Fernando Pessoa (via loveyourchaos)
Dec 29th
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“My memories have turned into anxieties.”
– Fernando Pessoa (via loveyourchaos)
Dec 29th
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Lately I have been feeling like I am just depressed and probably don’t have Bipolar. I guess because I’ve mostly felt pretty shitty lately. But yesterday and the day before I just felt great. Everything seemed perfect compared to how it usually is. I was really happy. I saw some bands at some suburban house venue. I didn’t expect much, I was mostly just there for Island of Misfit...
Dec 29th
timmyjames asked: The Science of Sleep
Down by Law
Punch-Drunk Love
I Heart Huckabees
Dancer in the Dark
The Squid and the Whale
The Motorcycle Diaries
Dec 29th
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Dec 29th
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timmyjames asked: The Science of Sleep
Down by Law
Punch-Drunk Love
I Heart Huckabees
Dancer in the Dark
The Squid and the Whale
The Motorcycle Diaries
Dec 27th
Movies
I have to make it another week with no work and no school and am doing so by watching a shit ton of movies. I’d love some suggestions (cos I’ve watched everything I can think of), leave some in my ask?
Dec 27th
God
Something from 2008: “i’m starting to feel like god is reserved for better people and that i’m just not part of the people who get god. its a funny feeling- to think god is so many benevolent merciful loving things but to feel like it doesn’t apply to me anymore.”
Dec 25th
boybitch asked: What did you do?
Dec 25th
boybitch asked: What did you do?
Dec 25th
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Woman 1: Sorry I'm late
Woman 2: That's okay, time doesn't exist.
Dec 25th
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Woman 1: Sorry I'm late
Woman 2: That's okay, time doesn't exist.
Dec 25th
“And remember, the passion for destruction is also a creative passion.”
Dec 24th
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A mixtape
Right now I’m listening to Joie De Vivre and I get why people like them. I just want to listen to emotional, pained music and feel like I fit into it just fine.
Dec 24th
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It doesn't mean that you're sad. →
Dec 24th
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Something to do with my hands. →
Dec 24th
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I’m spending the night alone in my apartment feeling lousy and am going to chain smoke cherry cloves while watching The Royal Tenenbaums and eating some gnochi.
Dec 24th
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My skin is crawling tonight and I feel completely lost or displaced or confused inside myself. Everything is inexplicably but undoubtedly wrong and I’m not sure what that means about anything in particular but that’s how it feels.
Dec 24th
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Rape rampant in US military →
abcsoupdot: via omarha-redeye From Al Jazeera: A Command Sergeant Major told Catherine Jayne West of the Mississippi National Guard, “There aren’t but two places for women - in the kitchen or in the bedroom. Women have no place in the military.” She was raped by fellow soldier Private First Class Kevin Lemeiux, at the sprawling Camp Anaconda, north of Baghdad. The defense lawyer in court...
Dec 23rd
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Rape rampant in US military →
abcsoupdot: via omarha-redeye From Al Jazeera: A Command Sergeant Major told Catherine Jayne West of the Mississippi National Guard, “There aren’t but two places for women - in the kitchen or in the bedroom. Women have no place in the military.” She was raped by fellow soldier Private First Class Kevin Lemeiux, at the sprawling Camp Anaconda, north of Baghdad. The defense lawyer in court...
Dec 23rd
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Intricacies of Intimacy →
Dec 22nd
ohpretenders-deactivated2011021 asked: Can we hang out winter quarter? i feel like we would be fast friends :D
Dec 22nd
ohpretenders-deactivated2011021 asked: Can we hang out winter quarter? i feel like we would be fast friends :D
Dec 22nd
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Life and my feelings,
Why are you so fucking complicated?! Just stop it, okay? I’m going to tell you what to be and you should just be it! For real, knock it off. -Marissa
Dec 21st
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Finding it hilarious that person who has never liked anything non-pop with female vocals is now saying they want to see School of Seven Bells and that they love She & Him but told me Au Revoir Simone wasn’t their thing (until they got featured on some Mac commercial and now they’re cool too). Wish I could punch that person in the face or at least “lol” on their...
Dec 21st
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The Agenda
Today is productive day which usually comes right after stay in bed for 12 hours straight day. I’m at work and thinking about being productive which is pretty similar to actually being productive right?… Tonight I’m planning on going to META place for Dennis Quaid December (Evan said we could watch one tonight and I’m holding him to it). Before that I would really like to...
Dec 21st
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Dec 21st
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KiNda FaBuLoUs: Freaky Fridays: The "Me, O.C.D.?"... →
kindafabulous: When I was in college (and in therapy), I used to have this odd habit of pulling out strands of my hair that were “bothering” me. And that’s totally normal, right guys? Everyone does that I’m sure. Who doesn’t love pulling out strands of hair that bother you? I remember being in a therapy session…  Wow, yeah I pull out my eyebrow hairs sometimes but i pull my eyelashes out...
Dec 20th
KiNda FaBuLoUs: Freaky Fridays: The "Me, O.C.D.?"... →
kindafabulous: When I was in college (and in therapy), I used to have this odd habit of pulling out strands of my hair that were “bothering” me. And that’s totally normal, right guys? Everyone does that I’m sure. Who doesn’t love pulling out strands of hair that bother you? I remember being in a therapy session…  Wow, yeah I pull out my eyebrow hairs sometimes but i pull my eyelashes out...
Dec 20th
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